Back In Your Head

Build a wall of books
Between us in our bed
Repeat, repeat the words
That I know we both said
Relax into the need
We get so comfortable
Remember when I was
So strange and likeable
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I’m not unfaithful
But I’ll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
When I jerk away from
Holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt
Important parts of you
Remember when I was
Sweet and unexplainable
Nothing like this person,
Unlovable
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I’m not unfaithful
But I’ll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
Run, run, run Run Run, run, run
Run I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I’m not unfaithful
But I’ll stray

Counting the days until my best friend’s return. 5 more days left <3

Sometimes it just takes a night out with people who love you no matter what to make your life a bit better :) I love the friends I have.

____________
Wanting

Yearning

Needing

is the root of all ___________.

Selfishness

Sadness

Self-destruction

Feeling so restless right now and I don’t know why. Everything I try to do to fill my time isn’t working. Today is one of those days when I think too much and come to conclusions. Today’s conclusion: I’m messed up. Broken? I feel sad sometimes and I don’t know why. I either throw myself head first, into relationships (friends and otherwise), or I completely detach myself. What a piece of work I am.

Today did not start off on a good note. Wonder how the rest of the day will be >_<